My Adonai

Its a strange and wonderful feeling when you know your loved. Yesterday I receive a song from Tony Tui in HOPE bangkok that he sung in english. I met this brother during the thai worship team stay in melbourne last year. I have forged good friendship with him and Torchie from Brisbane through the opportunity of giving them a simple lift to and from the venues. I thank God I was given this opportunity as I have learnt how to serve one another in minuscule ways even though it may seem insignificant and unworthy.. but true blessings always come in disguise...

As I listen to the song, I have never felt more loved than any other time for awhile. I feel the everlasting love that God has poured upon my life. The times I have been weak and stumbled, he has lifted me up by one hand and the other hand guiding me along the path. The times when i was joyful and soaking in his warmth, he smiled and laughed with me. Even at this moment as my heart grows tired, he has poured into me a freshness, a joy, a feeling that can not be describe by words but by experience. The experience of His Love.

As I wait for Him, as I wait for my prayers to be answered, as I wait for my plans to be revealed, I feel assured by his presence, i feel confident in his plans. I feel his Love in my life. I am joyful for he has been in my life even though at times its painful, confusing, and "lonely". I know he has been there all along even when I did not recognize he was calling out to me....but now I do...so Thank you Lord.

As for me, I shall serve him with my heart, my mind, my soul and my body. I shall serve him with my love and wait for him. I know one day God shall provide and I know he shall provide the best for me. I shall serve you Lord and trust you with all my heart.

"I come into your presence,
Drawn by your grace.
I come into your presence,
the lovely as friends(?),
full of your mercy.
You have given to me....

I'm soaked in your love Lord, my God.....

My life, is yours.
My soul is not my own.
And all that, within me.
Will live to please you Lord,
you alone Adonai.
I serve you until i die...."