Showing posts with label My Confidence in the Lord. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My Confidence in the Lord. Show all posts

28.1.08

Footprints in the sand


Footprints in the Sand

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.

This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,

“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?”

The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.”


Mary Stevenson, 1936

Broken Dreams


Broken Dreams

As children bring
their broken toys
with tears for us to mend,
I brought my broken dreams
to God
because He was my friend!

But then instead
of leaving Him
in peace to work alone,
I hung around
and tried to help
with ways
that were my own.

At last I snatched them back
and cried,
"How can you be so slow?"
"My child," He said
"What could I do?
You never did let go."
Author Unknown


18.1.08

These two circles represent two kinds of lives:
Self-directed life (S- self on throne of the life; T-Christ outside the life)

The circle illustrates a life where the relationship with God is broken. Such a life is under the judgement of God. John 3:17, 18






Christ-directed life (S- self dethroned; T-Christ at the center of the life)

This circle represents a person who has received God's forgiveness adn willingly chooses to obey Jesus Christ as Lord.





Which circle represents your life?
Which circle do you want to represent your life?

Put Your trust in God

10.11.07

The past few days I have been feeling spent physically and spiritually, studying, sleeping, reading devotion, practicing the guitar throughout the day as it cycles back and forth. One thing I notice is when i study in my room, there is the temptation to lie on my bed and do my work where its warm n comfortable but when i begin to read my eye lids begin to weigh like a tonne. Turns out I have a short nap which actually most of the time makes me feel more tired for some reasons... So I have decided to go to the university library to study as when i look back at the bed behind me at times, there is that temptation to hit the hay. Not only the bed, but there are several factors, music, guitar, tv, etc at home that can be distractive. Just as their are distractions in my work there are also distractions that pull me away from God. When focusing on the circumstance of how to resolve the situation, when looking towards peoples shortcomings or mine for that matter, when looking at the thought patterns and emotions of current situation, these distraction can spiral and go out of control when left unchecked. I have notice times that by entertaining these thoughts and feelings, it resulted in unproductivity and even worsen the situation. But....

When I focus on what is right, what is true and what is from God, there is a peace and serenity knowing that these distractions i must keep it under control or else i will lose sight of God. For the times I surrender to God and put him in the centre of my life, he has seen me through the stickiest of situations. So i learnt by keeping close to God, he brings and guides me through life filled with blessings.

Hebrews 12:2'Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning it shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.'

2 Cor.4:18 'So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen.'

Heb.3:1b 'fix your thoughts on Jesus, the apostle and high priest whom we confess.'

Ps.141:8 'But my eyes are fixed on you, O Sovereign Lord; in you I take refuge.'

1.11.07

Woke up at 4:44pm with a laden heart before the lord, the thoughts of the previous day and months that has past are put into question. The desire to seek answers propels me to lay awake in this hour of morning, knowing the only truth and comfort comes from you Lord. Before the dawn of this day, I take hold of your word and you have spoken your words to me...."Trust in you God, and do good; dwell in the land, and feed on your faithfulness" Psalms 37:3

Knowing full well that I should trust you in all my circumstances continuing to do what is good despite admist persecutions and coming to acknowledgement that your faithfulness will see me through the darkest of valleys and highest of heights. I will stand firm and "I will not allow my heart be troubled. But trust in you God. Trust in you Jesus alone" John 14:1 For you are my answer and my rock.

For you know my heart, you know my words and actions before it springs forth. "O Lord, hear my prayers listen to my cry for mercy in your faithfulness and righteousness come to my relief" Psalms 143:1 and so in the the dew of morning, "bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you, show me the way I should go for you I lift up my soul" Psalms 143:8

And I shall sing praises to you Lord for your sovereignty and your ever compassion for the injust. For you "are good to all, and have compassion on all you have made" Psalms 145:9 Trusting in your goodness that will follow me for the rest of my days as I will walk with you, for love is unfailing and your mercy is everlasting. Praise be to you Lord, my God for ever and ever. Amen.

11.10.07

Ray of Hope

What do Testimonies have in common?

"In 1986, I was in jail and heard God said trust him, i didn't understand what it meant but I have tried everything else and still messed up my life. So I gave God a try and invited him into my life. From the moment I learnt two things, I can not save my own life and that Jesus has taught me to love others by sharing the difference he made in my life. Currently witnessing to 100s of people from foreign and unreached places. Next place is the Amazons. God has change my life."

"One one day I lost my job and my health. I was diagnosed with high blood pressure and Chlorestreol, I lost everything, ambition in life at the age of 32. Doctor put me on high dosage to lower sugar and Chlorestreol. My wife told me about "revival night" in two weeks time and initially I didn't want to go but in the two weeks God spoke to me and said "Go I will be there". All through the service I felt Jesus presence sitting beside me and hearing his comfort words and after teh service the Pastor placed his hand on me and said God has healed you, you will be protected by him, he has blessed your seed and made you successful man. When I got home i checked my readings and it was normal. The doctor was amazed at my condition and a week later my wife fell pregnant. "

"I was on holidays and was eating alot of carbohydrates and one day I experience diabetes mellictus which is excessive urination. It came to the point that I was loosing weight and the Docs werent able to understand why. One evening i happen to found tapes about Jesus and listened to it. The words in the tape convicted me and I accepted Jesus asking for his help for my condition. I was healed! "

There's a common thread to to these testimonies and its the message of HOPE.

Definition of HOPE given on google is this:
-have confidence and trust that it will happen
-wish/desire accompanied by confident expectation of fulfillment
-something/someone on which expectation is centered

Are we struggling to get up each morning, lacking joy and peace? not feeling fulfilled? Reasons for so:
-struggle with everyday tasks and chores
-burden with assignments, work, projects
-heavy ladened with relationship issues
-worried and anxious on waiting for answers

Sources of HOPE:
Where does your HOPE come from?
-From our self, self confidence and independency
-Encouragement and support by others
-what we have
-what we know and gifting

True Source of HOPE
Rom 15:13->God of Hope
Heb 11:7->hope in what is sure and certain not what is seen
Rom 5:1-2 -> Rejoice in hope
Heb 3:6-> hope in God
Psalms 42:5 -> place hope in God
Col 1:5->hope in heaven

Shared HOPE.
1 Thess 4:13 -> need to share hope
Heb 10:23 -> Hope, trust and faith unswervingly and firm
-HOPE in Jesus Christ
-HOPE in our life of the changes that has happen and will happen
-HOPE in looking forward to the future

Where is our HOPE place at? Place your hope in the right things as when we misplaced our hopes we will feel disappointed.

22.9.07

Boxing Match

Inspired through a conversation :)

Picture a boxing match, the stadium, the ring, the crowd, and camera flashes. The atmosphere of the crowd roaring and cheering. The bell rings.. DING DING.

A boxing match is a sport of endurance, strength and stamina, there isnt just one round but many. The rounds usually begin with a few jabs testing the opponent how strong the opponent is, analyzing their moves and strengths... testing the waters. If we were to look at the opponents size and speed, sometimes it can feel very overpowering and we can wonder how are we going to beat this opponent, it then becomes a feeling of impossibility at times. Especially when we encounter opponents that are twice our size and who are much tougher and quicker than us. We can become fearful and afraid even. If we were to feel this way, we have already lost the match. An example is shown when Saul heard about Goliath who was huge in stature and never lost a battle. Saul became fearful and did not trust in God to deliver Goliath to him. David on the other hand, a small shepherd boy believed and trusted in Gods divine power, went to fight instead. The outcome was David won through his faith that nothing was impossible if God was for him.

Then there are times when the opponent punches from all directions, left, right, uppercut and stomach punches. It feels like this sometimes in our life, the pressures we face each day that comes from all direction, our work, friends, family and at times church. We may feel overwhelmed with many responsiblities from all facets of our life. We can feel like we are pulled under water and difficult to breathe at times. This is because we are not defending, not prepared, by putting our hands up to our face and shielding the blows. We need to be equiped to defend ourselves. We need to protect our hearts for it is the well spring of our life. We need to have a firm foundation on what is true. That is the word of God. Allow the foundation of our walk with God consolidate during the off-season. Because when the foundation is tested and proven strong then it will withstand all the blows. Hence we train and practice hard before our match!

Then there are the rounds where we seem to be doing all the right moves, hitting the opponent at all the right places but it seems the opponent just bounces back like rubber. Like the trouble seems to be lingering and the situation does not change no matter how much effort we're putting into it. Is God trying to say something to you? Are you waiting on his time instead of reacting too fast? Is he developing you in some area? We need to persevere and trust at these times. Knowing God has a reason for allowing things to happen so that we can be moulded and reach our full potential.

When we are down, are we going to give up? Throw in the towel when all seems impossible to get up?

No, we know that our strength comes from God and he has super punches. All our trainings before the match was to build us up to this level. It was to build up our muscle, strength, speed, endurance and technique. They all represent a aspect of our life. Our knowledge, our perseverence, our with, our wisdom ....

So when we are struck down on the ground, getting up is hard on our own strength, but always remember the encouragement from the sideline, the coach (God), the family and friends (church family) cheers you on. Telling us to pick ourselves up, encouraging us that we are more than able to knock this guy off his feet. The coach would say "You can do it my son, use all the things i have given you and taught you, put up your hands when he hits. Jab his stomach when its open, go for the right then quick left when his blocking below".

So remember, we have been trained and equipped, we have been given the authority and power. We have Jesus and God on our side who reigns above and below. How much more do we need to realize we already have victory through Jesus? We need to persevere and knock the enemy to its feet. We don't provoke him but we need to stand firm on Gods promises of victory and push back with strong conviction for what Jesus paid for. (If we are timid, what do you think the reaction is? Please mr. S, i rebuke you. Or I rebuke you mr.S in Jesus name for all authority has been given to me!) Use your heart, mind, body and spirit of God to fight the good fight. Finally Jesus has given you his special punch, the T.K.O that knocks the opponent out of the ring and left to unconsciousness. Since, he has conquered it all, the temptations, life itself through his resurrection.

15.9.07

"Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed,
for his compassions never fail.
They are new every morning;
great is your faithfulness.
I say to myself, "The LORD is my portion;
therefore I will wait for him" "

Lamentations 3:22-24

14.9.07

"Faith makes all things possible...
Hope makes all things work...
Love makes all things beautiful.."

May you have all three...as you begin each new day.

sms to me

4.9.07

My Adonai

Its a strange and wonderful feeling when you know your loved. Yesterday I receive a song from Tony Tui in HOPE bangkok that he sung in english. I met this brother during the thai worship team stay in melbourne last year. I have forged good friendship with him and Torchie from Brisbane through the opportunity of giving them a simple lift to and from the venues. I thank God I was given this opportunity as I have learnt how to serve one another in minuscule ways even though it may seem insignificant and unworthy.. but true blessings always come in disguise...

As I listen to the song, I have never felt more loved than any other time for awhile. I feel the everlasting love that God has poured upon my life. The times I have been weak and stumbled, he has lifted me up by one hand and the other hand guiding me along the path. The times when i was joyful and soaking in his warmth, he smiled and laughed with me. Even at this moment as my heart grows tired, he has poured into me a freshness, a joy, a feeling that can not be describe by words but by experience. The experience of His Love.

As I wait for Him, as I wait for my prayers to be answered, as I wait for my plans to be revealed, I feel assured by his presence, i feel confident in his plans. I feel his Love in my life. I am joyful for he has been in my life even though at times its painful, confusing, and "lonely". I know he has been there all along even when I did not recognize he was calling out to me....but now I do...so Thank you Lord.

As for me, I shall serve him with my heart, my mind, my soul and my body. I shall serve him with my love and wait for him. I know one day God shall provide and I know he shall provide the best for me. I shall serve you Lord and trust you with all my heart.

"I come into your presence,
Drawn by your grace.
I come into your presence,
the lovely as friends(?),
full of your mercy.
You have given to me....

I'm soaked in your love Lord, my God.....

My life, is yours.
My soul is not my own.
And all that, within me.
Will live to please you Lord,
you alone Adonai.
I serve you until i die...."